Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way.
Dear God, I haven’t cried that hard in so long.
First 30 seconds: Already rebloged.
tears and chills.
i’m literally sobbing and i can’t breathe
omfg… I CRIED ♥♥
God, I’m like bawling me eyes out. <3
Oh, Jesus, the guy with his dog, I can’t …
oh god I didn’t think I would really cry that much
THIS SHOULD BE REBLOGED BY EVERYONE! AWHMYGOSH. THE ONE WIF THE DOG IS TOO CUTE :’(
I stopped reblogging and watched the whole thing. :’(
the cutest thing ive ever seen <3
OMG! this is sooo beautiful <3 :’) God Bless our troops.
Ok either Im super emotional from starting BC or this was just that beautiful.
Alright. I’m balling like crazy.
Oh shit this vid is legit first 30
Heartbreaking.. Damn bastards
Stop Joseph Kony. Let’s make him famous. Like it, reblog it, tweet it.
How would YOU like it if he kidnapped your child and made him a soldier, and orders him or her to mutilate others, become a sex slave, or kill their own parents?
I never got to say Good bye and how much you meant to me. But I guess we all didn’t get that chance… You passed away peacefully in Dreams and you are now with Nanay and your Eldest Daughter and Youngest Son. You left behind your 10 Children and 25 GrandKids and 28 Great GrandChildren to lead our Family into the Future Generations. We all Love you. We all grew up loving and adoring you coz you made us all feel so special and made us feel so safe. You taught us how to be a family. You told me once “What’s mine is yours and What is yours is ours because we are family and we love each other and that is how we take care of one another.” I made that a Law in my life. You had so many GrandChildren as well as your own kids but we always knew on our birthday we would always get a personal Birthday card from you. You even had a Calendar Just for that. And when you and Nanay had to live in the assisted living you always made sure you had a ride to the store to buy birthday cards every week and a ride to the post office so we would get them on time. You told me it was what you looked forward to all the time, that we kept you going. That’s how much you loved us. And we all grew up in that love that it did make us all better and stronger people.
I remember monthly visits to the SF apartment. How it was just like a 70’s time capsule, everything preserved as it was when they first came to America. And the living room, pictures. So many pictures it was our family timeline and the walls on top where lined with 8x10 Graduation Pictures of all the ppl in my family. I remember looking studying these pictures and knowing that one day my Grad picture would make it to your wall and you would be so proud of me. And you were.
But not only where you there for all of our achievements you showed us all love in our down falls. I still have the letter you wrote me the year I went to the hospital. You told me you Loved me very much and that my Mom and Dad love me very much and that I needed to stay and take care of them and be Good. And it was what I needed to hear, remember crying and never wanting you to have to write me a letter under those conditions ever again. So on the Day of my Debut when you danced with me and told me you were Proud of me, that just made everything I went through all worth it. You have always been the Light and Heart of this Family.
So getting the News today I know made all of our lives just stop for a moment and we all felt apart of us just sank and disappear. Almost like when you get the wind knocked out of you. Our family weeps for your passing but Prays for your Happiness that you are with God and all of our Loved ones that wait for us. And that we will remain strong in Your Love and pass it down to the new Generations. Please Never Stop Protecting and Guiding us and we will never stop trying to make you Proud of us. I thank you for everything you have given us and ask for forgiveness in anything I may have done to upset you. Rest in Paradise Tatay and let the perpetual Light Shine upon you.
You are always in My Heart,
AndreaLynn F. Abejuela
P.S Tatay’s Gum
At a Cross roads… Today I was told my Dreams are closer than I think. A Room to stay in and a Job possibly waiting for me where I want to be ( Hawaii ) But to Leave everything I know, to jump into the Unknown… ( Am I Ready )